Sounds like a book..... Oh wait it is lol. Although I do wish I
had just slept with gum in my mouth, and got it in my hair. Or even got my
sweater wet, or even tripped on a skateboard. I wish my worries were that of
Alexander. But unfortunately, I am all grown up, and my bad days come from big
stuff.
I try and try to not let things bug me,
but some things/people just get under my skin. Its amazing how one little thing
can make a person (namely me) so angry. All day I have felt like I needed to
scream at the top of my lungs, hit an inanimate object, something to help
relieve some stress. I am the kind of person who sits and thinks and analyzes
things, probably wayyyyy too much. That right there just adds to the stress and
things build up. It has made me realize that the only way to deal with all of
this is to go straight to the source of the problem.
Hopefully things
will get better, but right now I feel like I am in desperate need of a time out
from life. I feel like my wheels are always spinning at 100 plus mph. I feel
like most days I am too busy stressing over this or that, not taking time to
cherish and just live in the moment. I really need to figure out how to let go
of things instead of harboring them and letting them smolder in my mind. There
are things I still can't get over, around, or through, because I don't deal
with them.
I guess I don’t have a lot to say or “blog” about, probably
because I am just so mad at my day and how it ended. BREATH BECKY……….BREATH
BECKY. Just have to remember to breath, deal with it, and let it go.
well done
ReplyDeleteI didn't know you started a blog!!! Too cool. Ok back to your day. I have been there. You know what you need to do but just can't seem to do it.
ReplyDeleteGo read Luke 12:22-2
"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
Thanks Beth! I read through that chapter and I feel like it was totally talking to me. I definitely need to put more faith in the Lord, that he is going to take care of the things I lift up to him. I forget that through God I can do anything, but on my own I can do nothing. Thank you for the verse, it really help me today.
DeleteAnd yes I started a blog. I absolutely love your blog and I thought it would be a good sort of therapy to unwind at the end of the day. It has been fun so far.